I am going to get straight to the point no chaser. As a young man I struggle with being the man of God that I am suppose to be. I have always felt that men deep in faith were soft and deceiving. I think I need to explain myself. I am not saying that if you believe in God you are soft and deceiving. I am saying the guys that are deep in church, (organized religion) I have always seen as soft (preachers, ministers, choir directors, ect…).
I know that I need to be the man that God wants me to be in faith. I believe in God and I believe he is ahead of my life. I really cannot answer the question of where it comes from. It is not like I do not know strong men in church. Maybe I feel that you should be a certain age before you get deep in the church. I really need to do better. I want to do better. This is a day to day walk for me. As a man I know that I need help. A lot of the things I write about because I struggle with them as well! Does anyone else struggle with becoming more involved with church as a man or a woman? Do you find this same mindset in other young men? I cannot remember the last time I went to church and there were more men than women. When I go to church I tend to sit in the back and leave right after the word is finished.
Pray for me.
Remember to keep it GC,